guiltys0ul

"Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication." I believe it was Leonardo Da Vinci who said that... but with that being said... where did I go wrong? The last 5 years, it seems, life has some how compounded on itself, layer after layer, spinning a web so dense creating an almost white dome that traps everything in it's radius.  I guess that's what its like to grow older where intelligence, sophistication, and responsibility become more of anchors rather than badges of success.  Financial status or the opposite, financial failure, becomes what seems like the focal point of the everyday person.  Between the success or fail of relationships and t

Its been more than a year now since ive drawn or done anything that was artsy in anyway... ive stuck to music... but only really just guitar and that even not so much anymore... im going to try and draw more now... life is going good... i should start being sober again! My brothers 1 year is comming up... its going to be rough... 1 week from today will be his first year since he passed away... rest in peace bro i miss you

this is a journal entry for my brother who passed away aug 4, 2007 i can remember when we used to play as children... you would leave me out in the cold... you were the one everyone liked... everyone wanted to be...  you were smart, funny, artistic, musically talented, you had it all.  Yet all i remember was how bad you were to me... thats why we never got along... in my head i just couldnt understand... i didnt know why you were so weird... as you grew up you didnt care about human interaction, human contact.. you dropped all your friends, and never thought twice.. you just did your own thing.. in solitude.  So i hated you.. we never talked